Wednesday, 15 October 2008

A New Start..

You know I think I am suffering from some type of writers block. Every time I visit my blog to write a new entry my mind just goes absolutely blank, it's the strangest thing.

There's so much I can write about, so many fun days out, nights out & quite a few thoughts in my head but I just can't seem to find the words. I feel like if I begin to write anything of any significance it will come out as complete gibberish.

Anyone know that scene from Bruce Almighty?
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This is how I feel it will all come out.

It's not like anything negative has happened. Actually, it's quite the opposite. Right now I feel like I am of sound mind. I take my time to think about things now instead of rushing in head first.

I have been having fun with friends and family and staying away from the things that seem to pull me down.

My blog use to be something for me to use to offload about my dilemmas but these dilemmas no longer exist and I don't see anything which is currently going on in my life as a dilemma. So, what is there to write about?

My great expectations?

Even these have changed although they do still exist they are not exactly the same as before.

as Denise Robertson said once,

between the ages 0f 16 & 25 your personality is changing. When you reach the age of 25 this is who you will be for the rest of your life.

My 25th birthday is only 2 months away.

I feel so much has changed in the last 12 months and so much has been learnt. Of course it has made me think differently, there's no doubt about it.

My expectations have changed. I think I am much more realistic about the recent situations I have written about. If anything happens in the future, I Will take each day as it comes. I see this as a new start. I don't want to forget the past, I just want to leave it as it is and try to move forward.

It's all had a positive impact on me.

I feel stronger and more confident.

I see a noticeable change, I don't know if others do but I feel it that's for sure.

5 comments:

Daisy said...

Wow, this is really positive, interesting post. I remember having a bit of a crisis when I turned 25, so I can imagine you're doing a lot of thinking. Sounds like you're in a really positive frame of mind though, a lot clearer thinking than I remember being!

Mal said...

yup, i too feel the same way, well have done since reaching 25. The feeling that you've found yourself after 25 years of character building.

Glad you aint got any dilemmas, but the odd blog wouldnt go amiss just to let all of us avid readers know how you are doin ay ;¬)

Akelamalu said...

Well it's good that you don't have any dilemmas to write about yeah? Perhaps you should change your blog name now? :)

wontletlifedefineme said...

It's great to hear you're doing so well! And good job for staying away from the things that pull you down. That can be hard sometimes.

I passed the 25 mark 10 months ago, and things have turned almost upside down since then. I don't think you'll ever stop changing. But that could be a good thing, right?

UrbanVox said...

oh noh!!!!
I don;t wanna be like 25 years old me!!!! :(
An I know just how you feel... I am blocked as well... I am trying to finish a book and a script for a webseries... and am stuck in both!!! :(
not a happy buny